a pink woolen hood of a baby – ενα ροζ μωρουδιστικο σκουφακιΔημοσιεύθηκε: 25 Ιουνίου, 2009 | |
After a hard summer’s work I usually visit Ikaria in late September or early October. The first thing I (at least try to) do is go for a long exhausting swim in the sea -no matter what time of the day it is or what the weather is like. This is a catharsis: my own version of the age old «40 waves cure» (*)
It was on a day like this when I had just arrived in Ikaria and I was taking the waves to absolve my sins (from a very competitive and very air-conditioned work environment). As I swam along the rocky coast, I saw something that looked like an old tent or a sail of a boat. I swam near it and saw it was actually the wreck of an inflattable zodiac raft. My first thought was to drag it to the shore and tell a friend who would be glad to be its new owner. So I swam round it and searched the sides with my hands to find a handle or rope to hold it. I grabbed something which I thought was a rag. I pulled it and …in my hand I had a soaking wet pink woolen hood of a baby!..
There was a family (perhaps two or three) in that 6×2 raft. Kurds, Iraquis, Persians, Pakistanese, Afganese? Who knows? What’s the difference. These are the ones who die in the dark when the squalls flood their zodiacs.
I came out on the coast, put my arms round a warm rock and prayed (**)
That day a fuse burnt in my mind and since then I went stupid (…)
Don’t bother doctor… I don’t want to be cured from this.
(για την ακριβεια θελω να γινω εντελως ηλιθια, τελειως βλαμενη…)
My work on the project will be gratis and I hope that what ever money they make from it on TV will go to campaign against trafficking and slave trade.
(*my grandmother’s advice: when you feel weary, loaded with thousands of small nameless sins, when you feel you have «lost yourself» or «lost God» or the meaning of life, etc. etc., the right thing to do is to go through the 40 waves. Walk in the sea as far from the land as your feet hardly touch bottom. Stay there and let the surf cover your head forty times. It has to be all in once and you can’t take breaks, otherwise you have to start from the begining. The sea cleans dirt and takes away all kinds of small trouble.)
Friday March 10, 2006 – 09:45am (PST)
(** I don’t believe in God, so my prayers have no words. Still I very often «say» my inarticulate prayers and in my head they ring like music.)
Friday March 10, 2006 – 09:46am (PST)
You’re so cool Elle. So many people seek shelter from the storm! I think though I will skip that form of absolution (the verb is absolve by the way 😉 Prefer to work hard at moving onward always, blindly when necessary, and never forget to have fun. Good wine helps!
Friday March 10, 2006 – 11:52am (PST)
Don’t worry, friend ! I’m a good swimmer and not that stupid (as yet, for later who knows?)
Friday March 10, 2006 – 01:50pm (PST)
‘move on blindly’ : a good one
This is more or less the idea =>what I’m always asking her to do.
This is very strong in Jeffry Eugenides’ book, «Middlesex».
Anyone here read that?
** sis, add some webliography on the subject and move on to a next one (with «eyes wide shut»… haha)
*** get your share of the money -no gratis . You are not tha-a-at famous or rich to afford this luxury…
(**** in any case, if you insist on moving with your eyes open, be sure that you will always have me, blind girl, by your side to guide you blindly through whatever.)
Saturday March 11, 2006 – 10:18am (EET)
«It’s all in the sea; the battle of life is there, and the futility of it all, and the purpose». I can do no better than quote the artist L.S. Lowry talking about one of his seascapes. Dr. S.
Sunday March 12, 2006 – 11:20pm (GMT)
can do no better? just did the best..
Monday March 13, 2006 – 03:12am (PST)
- Jimmy P
I read «Middlesex»! A good book.
Calliope’s granparents, they too were refugees coming from a sad story. And they never found a new absolute identity (nor a sexual one his nephew, as the story tells). And this often is the tragedy of survivors…
Monday March 13, 2006 – 11:42pm (CET)
quite right. «Middlesex» is big!
Tuesday March 14, 2006 – 02:13am (PST)